1. |
Embrace
05:28
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"Embrace"
Pain In Fucking Silence 2017!
Wandering aimlessly through the many paths of life,
I often stop to try and find myself.
But often, I am lost within my head,
A feeling arouses inside of me;
I would be better off dead.
I bath thinking the warm water around my body was you,
I turn on the light, but it's still dark inside my fucking head..
All the places you once caused joy,
have been filled with the darkness & death..
I clasp my hands over my eyes,
comforting myself within the darkness
it provides while I listen to the cries of another broken man,
singing about love lost.
I deliver this message, I wonder where I have wronged..
I lie awake at night,
and when I close my eyes,
I see millions of sillhouettes..
Each, a sliver of a memory with you
and I embedded within.
All I want, is to start again..
I yearn & plea to feel something real..
I take a careless gaze into my surroundings,
suddenly feeling my empathetic emotions transcending into me.
I kneel by the bedside & I bow my head, mumbling a prayer of despair.
I can feel your presence within the air.
NO, not again, no, NO
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2. |
Farewell to the Blind
03:34
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"Farewell to The Blind"
A hollowed being enters the room,
beckoning me to come nearer.
So I move closer to the entity,
peering into its demonic eyes.
They tell me everything I've been told is nothing but lies;
tearing apart my psyche,
devouring my sanity. It releases it's grasp on me,
and I collapse to the floor.
My mind defiled in an essence worth devouring,
succumed to a dimension of sunken lifeforms.
Impaled unto a pavement of wood theyre scouring,
this damnation, spirals like fucking mind storms.
Gasping for air, I look up at the conjured soul.
It looks at me, and drifts away.
But I am told I've been reborn and given breath.
As I lie on the floor gathering my thoughts,
I am now a new being, set to purify mortal wretches,
this damned planet will be cleansed of blindness.
Father of abortion, I am the messiah to his highness.
I realize what little my life has amounted to,
I pick myself up off the fucking soil.
Engulfed with the purest determination,
I shall give my legacy the meaning of legend.
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3. |
The Fallen
05:21
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"The Fallen"
(We will)
March into the path of peace,
March into the path of peace.
March into the path of peace,
March into the path of peace.
(We will)
Fly
Take our place in this fight,
this earth has no more beauty.
And I won't stop until it's thoroughly purified
of all this damned hate..
Festering at a rapid rate..
they rapture through what's left for their sick ideals to be reborn.
Demented offsprings spreading like spores across the globe,
relentlessly birthing into sadistic deeds.
This world has eaten away at my soul for far too long..
March into the path of fucking peace!
Lust-hungry humans taking action
in a non-reciprocating passion,
their ideas duplicating unto those,
with little to absolutely no ration.
Eyes & mind so belittled,
they see this as the only way.
They feel deprived without the pain,
carelessly inflicting overflowing strain.
to their surrounding neighbors attempting to peacefully coexist.
Your path is illogical, yet others perceive it as pathological.
Festering at a rapid rate..
they rapture through what's left for their sick ideals to be reborn.
Demented offsprings spreading like spores across the globe,
relentlessly birthing into sadistic deeds.
This world has eaten away at my soul for far too long..
Malevolent forces leading the pure astray from the paths of neutrality.
Compelling them, with the ways of abnormality.
They swarm like vultures, picking away at the decaying flesh of the weak,
organic fluids decomposing within their sadistic grasp.
(We will) march into the path of peace,
March into the path of peace.
March into the path of peace,
March into the
Malevolent forces leading the pure astray from the paths of neutrality.
Compelling them, with the ways of abnormality.
picking at the decaying flesh of the weak
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4. |
My Final Wish
04:26
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"My Final Wish"
Ordained to this everlasting torment,
These omnipresent visions cloud my eyes.
Wishing that I had the strength to eliminate myself.
Perplex tremors send my body to a stall.
I sit there; alone and broken.
As I behold this message,
Only I can hear my pleas for help.
As my body floats adrift this eternal sea of blood,
my skin withers away.
The light devoured in place of pain & anguish,
This darkest hour, all sight inhumanly stretches.
I see the storm, no lightning can burn bright
enough to shed light on my tormented soul.
Perplexed burns rise and spread within me.
I sit there; alone and broken.
As I behold this message,
Only I can hear my pleas for help.
But something inside me is struggling
a voice aching to be heard
My ears are shrouded with all suffering
I can't hear a fucking word.
PUT A BULLET THROUGH YOUR BRAIN
LET YOUR BLOOD SCATTER AND RAIN
UNLEASH THE DEMON IN YOUR VEINS
ONLY DEATH WILL KILL THE PAIN
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"The Chamber (feat. Alex Boyles)"
Observe as I slit every inch of your body
open and pour salt within your crimson wounds..
Watching as it bubbles and wilts away..
I've wished for this moment every single day.
I press the scalpel upon your skin
peeling inch by bloody inch.
Writhing in pain, you try to stop the winch.
But it continues to crush you between
the dual cylinders in which it leads you to, bone by bone.
A portrait of perfection
within the terror of infection.
As your mangled body lifelessly
hangs in the balance,
all the traumatic emotions which
have gnawed relentlessly at my soul
are flushed outside of my physical being
intertwining within your bodily presence,
feeding into your sanity.
I've wished for this moment every single day.
I press the scalpel upon your skin,
peeling inch by bloody inch.
Writhing in pain, you try to stop the winch..
When you open your bleeding eyes, the ominous vision appearing before you
begins to devour your grief.
Peering into your eyes, as you meet your demise..
Alex Boyles;
(Peering into your eyes, as you meet your demise,
I will cut every piece of flesh
and then pour bleach on your wounds
And then I, Will leave you in the dunes
and leave you for the coons)
Observe as I slit every inch of your body
open and pour salt within your crimson wounds..
Watching as it bubbles and wilts away..
I've wished for this moment every single day.
I press the scalpel upon your skin
peeling inch by bloody inch.
Writhing in pain, you try to stop the winch.
But it continues to crush you between
the dual cylinders in which it leads you to, bone by bone.
My equanimity remains as your skin peels and your flesh
drips off your fractured bones. You take one last look into my eyes,
seeing me put on a sadistic grin
that's the last you see before you finally die..
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6. |
Exiting Misery
04:18
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"Exiting Misery"
The spiders swarm upon my distorted body,
feeding on my bodily fluids; rotting flesh being torn between their fangs.
They look me dead in the eyes as I meet my demise,
I cry out for help, hoping that someone is there..
But since when has anyone ever taken a second to care?
I always thought in the back of my head
I'd be better off rotting away beneath the earth.
And now, as the parasitic company swarms my flesh,
my wish is granted, and the void is filled..
A smile creeps upon my face as my heart is slowly killed.
The spiders swarm upon my distorted body
feeding on my bodily fluids.
Rotting flesh being torn between their fangs;
they look me dead in the eyes as I meet my demise.
Taking one step closer in my torturous death,
they inject venomous fluids in my skin.
Rotting flesh being torn between their fangs;
they look me dead in the eyes as I meet my demise.
Taking one step closer in my torturous death,
they inject venomous fluids in my skin.
Regurgitating my flesh into their children's mouths.
"But wait, there's more"
As the skin peels off of my flesh
and the creatures finish me off
I finally feel I have purpose in this wretched existence.
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7. |
Raef
05:21
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"Raef"
"Peer deep into my eyes.
I want you to think of every single thing that inflicts fear upon you,
and want you to think of why it scares you.
By now, since you're lost deep within your head,
your family has been tortured & slaughtered.
Their lifeless bodies are suspended on the wall"
A senseless massacre planned for decades,
committed in a matter of mere seconds.
I shall begin by strapping you all neatly into place,
for I shall eradicate the entire human race.
Only I will remain here, so that I may reforge this broken sphere of life.
Your pain is overwhelming you,
accompanied by the deepest strife.
Your perception descends down to a short dilemma.
But the physical pain has yet to begin,
oh precious advocates. Bloodshed is commencing
as I gently slice tiny slits into your skin upon your arm,
thoroughly observing the blood running from your flesh.
I descend upon your abdominal region,
slicing a deep gash into your stomach;
I fill it with an assortment of venomous spiders.
You begin to wince and whimper as they wander
deep within your body, consuming your blood slowly.
I will now suspend you in hooks above a bathtub containing blood.
Your bloodbath will now begin.
This is where the pits of hell will welcomingly open,
and you are greeted by the creatures of your nightmares..
Welcome to Raef.
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8. |
Horror
03:31
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"Horror"
FUCK
Embrace me, this is the face of being unsafe,
You accepted the void and have entered raef.
Innocents peirced from mind through souls,
They are impaled, gaped to forge new holes.
Clawing at skin with bones and teeth,
Reforming anatomies with forebended joints.
Cartilage disposal scattered on the fucking grass,
A few scraps to be collected alongside a mass.
This abyssmal place, Your mind has hidden all along.
Tremble as you walk, This is the horror, of your own.
Drag you through floors forged with nails,
Feel the grating run as each muscle impales.
The pain is unfortunately quick,
But all of it repeats in a cycle of eternity.
Fire rains down the atmospheres,
toxicity emerges and liquifies.
These are the tears of life-still bodies underneath,
Their cries flood and nourish the soil with their calling for help.
They hunger forgiveness, but it is never given.
Developing the pre-constructed throne for the entity,
Never forget his name, thy haunter. Night prowling your perception to be hunted.
He rules, collects the sinful souls and drapes them into his horns.
Remaining untattered, slowly sight-scattering while he approaches.
Your arms arch back, ribs ripping through your chest.
A whisper to the ear seeps its voice in.
Trapped in lightless wrath to abolish
your life forever and ever;
(Tu potes non consurgant dicit dominus)
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"The Development of Perception"
We think we know how people truly are
But do we really know how they feel?
The development of perception is formed from
so few traits represented by our fellow peers.
They shout cries that no one hears
When will the day come that we see
That people do what they do for a fucking reason;
the actions of others replaying through their minds,
taunting them, reciprocating trauma-induced perceptions & feelings
It's human nature to act according to how we feel,
so why do people act so condescending to us
'It's not about being correct, or incorrect,
It isn't about being selfish or selfless.
It isn;t even about sharing, or kindness.
It's about listening to eachother, and understanding
why we are the way we are.
I think if we all took the time to do that,
there would be no more war, no more violence.
No more bloodshed, the only thing that will remain is peace.
I've lived all these years, and I finally see. This is what we need.
This is our chance, our time.
Let's make a change now while we still can.
And that's how I feel, about the world.'
when we act out to our emotional perception of the situation we are facing?
We are just people with a vision, losing sight of that vision day by fucking day
Why do our cries go unanswered?
Relinquish me, from within
There is light & love within this world; embedded within the hatred
Aroused from destroying the minds
of the sacred
Hair-triggered memories sewn within the subconscious mind
All it takes is a minute detail to cause us to rewind
Inside every waking moment, we feel like we're running out of time
When will the day come that we see
That people do what they do for a fucking reason;
the actions of others replaying through their minds,
taunting them, reciprocating trauma-induced perceptions & feelings
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10. |
Black Mass
05:31
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"Black Mass"
Confined perception of what reality, really is.
The blind wandering aimlessly alongside the unseen
their psyches descending into nothingness & wilting away.
Prone to the media, the black mass swarms brainwashed
to the ideals of tasting the sweetness of narcissism & solitude,
forced into the position in which their mental state resides
because of society inadvertently releasing their anger
The desire for fame is a symbiotic factor which is slowly killing us as a nation
Why must we live in this wretched manner,
the rest of the world views this as an abomination
I cannot fucking stand for this flag anymore
Moral standpoints are swaying in the wind as we discriminate
against something widely hated
(Santus Dominus Deus Sabaho, donaïs requiem)
in hopes of being recognised in our existences
Our noses are always in our mobile devices,
being manipulated by the content
It is time to step outside & take it in
Instead of social media where people destroy their kin
Prone to the media, the black mass swarms brainwashed
to the ideals of tasting the sweetness of narcissism,
forced into the position in which their mental state resides
because of society inadvertently releasing their anger
Become aware of your placement in this dying life and
make a change, or stop yourself from being a waste of air
The pollution is a relentless smoke which your lungs will eternally inhale
This earth is an apocalyptic wasteland - we truly live in Hell
Confined perception of what reality, really is.
The blind wandering aimlessly alongside the unseen.
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11. |
Sleep Paralysis
03:41
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"Sleep Paralysis"
Lay your exhausted body down to sleep,
from a day full of being shunned and spat on;
Shut off the lights and close your eyes,
Let yourself drown into the dark.
A fear that has lasted lives, bestows its end,
Rise, be beckoned and intrigued by the opening.
Walls melt, floors dividing along the blood-red moon,
Damned in an eternal void to fall, sets the awakening.
Visualize the gallows that churn,
stare into the pitch darkness.
Only to find the creations of the unholy,
screeches of the innocent cries of impaled souls reburned.
Surrounded by serpents that emerge from the eyes of an entity,
Acidic tears from battered eyesockets scours his body.
He calls your name, possessively approaching.
"I am Baal, blade-bearer for the molestation of innocence.
Eternal soul banisher with six hundred and sixty six cycles of impure rebirth"
Removing his third horn, serrated with the bones of man,
With it, he wields and scars your skin as scripture.
Imprinting the blasphemous testament,
Demonized, and sacrificed in a cruciform fixture.
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12. |
Enlighten Me
06:08
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"Enlighten Me"
Are you watching over me?
The air; shrouded by the bitter.
Nowhere to be seen, longing for your presence,
Let this time recapture our final beholding.
Oh, so peaceful. The bliss within,
A smile cleansing down a youthful soul.
I shed in the dark, with my eyes blind,
My mind open to scrapes of our memories.
Burning arms puncture the shafts and reach me,
The floor wrinkles, drowning in the blood I cry.
Dragged, a faint touch of your light sets me free,
Memories clawing my mind, up until the day I die.
Ascended in a time, where there's more to be done.
Fighting for a battle that can never be won.
The fires burning deep within me, curdling
as I struggle to approach & capture breath.
Oh, so peaceful. The bliss within,
A smile cleansing down a youthful soul.
I shed in the dark, with my eyes forever blind,
My mind open to scrapes of our memories.
I wander deeper into this life
without your guidance, gazing into the weary future
that awaits my lazily initiated arrival.
As I lay myself to rest,
I attempt to force my mind into
being blank
but fail countless times.
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